Month 1:26, Week 4:4 (Revee/Shavu'ot), Year:Day 5939:26 AM|
2Exodus 2/40, Messianic Countdown 72/5
Omer Count Sabbath #1/7
Gregorian Calendar Tuesday 14 April 2015
The Great 2015 Dedication
Continued from Part 25
We had 16 good days together here at Kadesh-Biyqah and also together with all of you who are with us but could not be here in person now and maybe people we don't know of yet too?
At the Aviv 9 assembly Ruach came strongly after singing, worship and praying. Some of us had experiences with the Ruach or with Yah'shua, but not me in that sense, I was just sitting and praying and could clearly feel the divine presence. I want it never to end. And the good thing is, it does not have to end.
"For where two or three are gathered together in my Name, there am I in the midst of them" (Matthew 18:20, KJV).
Some days ago I read this:
He will continue, if we search for Him and say a big YES to Him, and start or continue with all people who do so with their whole heart.
"Moreover I also gave them My Sabbaths, to be a sign between them and Me that they might know that I am Yahweh who sanctifies them" (Ezekiel 20:12, NKJV).
I also especially understood from what was said that day that everybody has to go in through the Door themselves. Nobody can just 'go with the flow' and expect to be holy in the flow. That might seem seem scary but actually it is so safe and intimate that everybody has their own deep relationship with Yah'shua. And yet we also come together to Him and in the end become echad or one.
Another thing for me was to get one thing broken into pieces: all the false thinking and feeling patterns that I am currently locked into. I don't know if it will be gone in one go but I pray to be free from all kinds of support systems other than Yah'shuah and the Ruach - for example, false self-pictures (god or bad), faith in what it is that keeps me safe (what it is to be safe) or keeps me going (money, relatives, education etc), to categorise people or to put up walls of distance with humour etc. (fighting people instead of loving them), or hiding for selfpreservation.) Instead I want to focus on the One who counts and has all to give until all this is gone. In other words dare to be vulnerable and leave the rest to Yah'shua.
Many people got healed or started healing processes. Freedom - He sets us free!
All the days we had together were important. Yah'shua was working with us all the time, through each other (we learned more about each other), through words, song, prayers and by being there, lots and lots of grace was given. I really feel encoruaged on the way forward and that Yahweh's grace will just follow us and grow if we let it. May Yahweh the Almighty over ALL bless you! Yes He will!