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Bonking Window, Cold Fireplace
Posted by Yaacov on September 20, 2009 at 11:45pm
in Dreams & Visions
Bonking Window and Cold Hearth/Fireplace
The Dream
My rabbi friend [I'll call him T to protect his identity for this post] had come over to my house to discuss some Kingdom business. I had longed for this visit, finally I was now able to speak with him in person. It was a two story house and he came up the stairway and we turned the corner and went down a hallway to a room so we could talk, but my wife was in the room. She absolutely hates rabbi T probably more than anyone else in the world. So I turned to T and said, that maybe we should go somewhere else in the house to meet. While I was walking back through the hallway, this glass window with a mind of its own kept dangling in front of my face and bonking me in the head. When I'd try to steak to T, it would partially obscure my view because of the reflections. So I walked back down the steps with T close behind while this window continued to buffet against me.
After we reached the bottom of the stairs, T suggested that we pull up some chairs and sit by the fireplace to discuss what we next needed to do. While we were pulling up the chairs the window continued to bonk me in the head. In suggesting the fireplace, T was thinking that it would be good to be near the warmth. What he did not know at first was that it was a fake fireplace that used to have an electrical outlet (for the heating element in a ceramic log). Additionally the electricity for that had been long disconnected, and so the fireplace, the hearth, was nothing more than a small cold brick alcove.
The reality-- the fulfillment?
For the last 4 months, my wife has known my every move on the home computer. [it should be clarified that for the last 4 or 5 years my christian wife has been making divorce threats to me, with the intensity and frequency of these becoming nearly bi-weekly or more from spring of '08 through June of '09-- my response to those threats was to become friends with a woman E across the country, but to take it no further than a platonic friendship as I did not want to do anything prematurely or improper].
I had also asked some male friends some advice regarding some tricky situations regarding a different female Y who was coming to me for advice regarding a sensitive subject, and also the proper way to meet publicly with another female H who was engaged to someone else so i could talk to her about her fiance who was close coming into the Nazarene faith-- the idea was so that I'd be accountable to my male friends so as to handle those situations properly and be above reproach.
Well my wife has a very biased way of interpreting things. She had gotten into my email a couple of times, and so things became even more stressful. At that point I had to cut off all correspondence with E. At first i had thought that I had absent-mindedly forgotten to log out or something. But after being attacked by her a couple of times, I was more cautious to double and triple check that I had indeed logged out. But she kept being somehow able to view who I talked to and what I said and what was said to me, sometimes verbatim. So how could she be able to have such knowledge? Then i remembered that in spring of '09 she had threatened to throw the computer out the window (she has thrown delicate electronic equipment around the house before so I took her seriously) if I did not make her co-administrator on the computer. Then about a month ago i noticed on her browsing history that she had gone to a site called chatcheaters.com, and on there was some advertisements for stealth software that could record keystrokes and take screenshots of everything that took place on the computer and then send it to a site where she could view it. The software had the capability of being 100% undetectable and completely invisible once installed. I called her out on it a couple of weeks ago and she did not deny having such a thing on there, yet today she denies it, go figure.
Anyhow, a couple of weeks ago, I had finally come across online a Nazarene believer [I'll call him D] who was local in my area. There are some amazing "coincidences" about this meeting however. 1. I had already meet him about 18 years earlier at a christian bible study. 2. completely independently of one another, we had come to almost identical theological conclusions. 3. He had been engaged to my wife about 17(?) years ago which would have been a year or two before I became engaged to her. The third item had brought to mind a frightening thought. From what I've heard other Messianics say, and due to the fact that Yoseph was planning on quietly divorcing Miriam (who he was not yet married,but was engaged to), an engagement is just as binding as a marriage. Also, in the passage where Yehoshua describes how it is adultery to marry an undivorced woman (in the Aramaic, the word for undivorced means a woman who was not properly divorced, not given a formal get from a rabbi). So at that point I had wondered, "Was I guilty of 16 years of adultery?!?" So I had secretly written to my rabbi friend T and asked his advice, because while miserable, I wanted to at least stay lawfully miserable with my wife. So T called up early sunday morning. Usually my wife is not up before me, but this time she was sitting next to the couch watching me sleep and saw me get up to answer the phone and heard what I was talking about, and so she marched over and disconnected the phone and threw a fit. Well eventually, with talking with D and secretly writing to T some more, it was determined that my wife's engagement to D was not really formal for two reasons: there was no gift exchanged, and there was no public gathering or witnessing to the engagement. (However T recommended that D still try to obtain a get from a rabbi so that no demonic entities would permission to cause havoc due to the appearance of a technicality).
The Questions:
I'm pretty sure that the annoying window that kept bonking me in the head was her stealth software, although now she so vehemently denies it, if she is telling the truth, could it represent a demonic entity that is passing information to her that she should not know (similar to what hasatan did to Yitzchak's mother in the Scoll of Yashar)? Could it be a combination of both stealth software and a demonic entity?
But the question that really haunts me is this: what did the cold hearth/fireplace represent?
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Reply by DR on September 23, 2009 at 1:40am
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Reply by Yaacov on September 23, 2009 at 5:38am
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Reply by DR on September 23, 2009 at 6:10am
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Reply by Yaacov on September 23, 2009 at 10:05am
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Reply by Lev/Christopher on September 24, 2009 at 5:06am
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