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Accident with trucks and dark cloud of coal
Posted by jose on May 8, 2009 at 8:05am in Dreams & Visions
Just now (6:30ish am) I had this vision. My first one like this. I need help interpreting it. If you guys could give me a hand I would appreciate it a lot:
I'm driving behind 2 trucks on a highway, seems like a two lane highway. Suddenly before me one truck wants to overtake the other one. They are almost touching, side by side, so it seems there will be a big accident.
One of the trucks is carrying coal. This black cloud of coal dust comes out of one truck and hits my car with a loud thud. It slows down the car a lot, due to the force of the impact. I'm ok, and the car seems ok. Now suddenly the road looks all broken, with pieces of concrete lifted up all around and in front of me. I kept on driving, very slowly, avoiding concrete chunks, but it is almost impossible.
Suddenly this other big cloud of coal dust comes out of the distance and hits my car loudly and suddenly, everything outside is enveloped in black. I am worried it will get inside the car through the ventilation. I sense it getting into the engine as my car loses all power and stops, and my car spins maybe 90 degrees due to the force of the impact.
I am ok inside the car. End of vision. I woke up.
I don't know if this is relevant, but I'll mention it anyway. I've been going through tremendous trials during these last 3 years. I accepted Christ after demonic attacks in an emergency room (heart condition). I went back to another emergency room 5 moths ago (ripped aorta while at the gym). I lost my job almont in sync. However the Lord has been taking care of me, and got me another job after a couple months. I have seen all kinds of demonic manifestations in my room, including Satan telling me in my ear I'm going to die (this after I had an image of Christ in the cross. A deliverance minister tells me that means deliverance).
These demonic manifestations subsided, but I went (and I'm still going through) tempations on two fronts.
1) Women. I'm single and celibate. But I'm pretty tall and I guess appealing in my demeanor (because I'm no Brad Pitt that's for sure :) ). Anyway, women even in church have gone out of their way to flirt with me. Married, single, with boyfriends. Doesn't matter. I was even put on a job for a year with 3 attractive married women who came on to me. I've been successful so far, but its been hard.
2) Fear from "alpha guys". Guys that seem to think they need to assert their power over me (I'm truly not competitive at all, and I'm maybe even too easygoing). My trial is to not fear, and not engage in ego battles either (not shrink, not fight for ego, forgive). This includes last week as I went to a family restaurant that I found out seems to be run by shady characters. The new owner is a bully, a big burly guy that gives the vibe of being connected to gangs. A (probably professional) thug that tried to intimidate me as I was eating with my dad, who is 76 years old (yes, in a family restaurant).
At the same time, I have been reading the Bible, and getting the understanding that Jesus is going to heal me of my genetic conditions (leading to the heart problem). I've been getting the understanding that if I'm serious about believing God, I won't even need medicines. I have accepted my healing by faith (as a deliverance minister had images of me being totally healed). I also don't have to fear anyone, cause if God is with me, who can be against me. But all these things I have been putting into my mind and heart the last 2 or 3 weeks.
Anyway, I brought this up cause this might be related to the vision. Here's how. After the incident in the restaurant last Sunday, as I went to sleep I was a bit angry, and I had played a couple scenarios in my mind of how to come back at the guy. Then I thought, no just leave it. Just make sure there is no fear. As I was sleeping I felt an idea come to my mind, but I felt it wasn't me. It was to write a review of the restaurant in a website for people to see, and tell what happened. After asking the Lord whether it was him, I didn't get any confirmation, but it felt like it was him.
So I wrote what happened, and I was afraid cause I believe that the guy might be connected with some sort of mafia (of course I didn't write my name etc). But I thought that it was a test of whether I really believe that if God is with me I should do what I'm told, and who can be against me.
Anyway, today I talked to a friend, and as I explained my experience in the restaurant to him I thought I may not have explained it well to a potential reader in my original post, so I went back and modified it. Then I went to sleep, and immediately I had this vision of the coal clouds.
My real fear is that I may have modified what I originally wrote and I should have left it. Kind of "you don't modify something if God has inspired it". Specially if I modified it a bit to make me look better. I don't know I'm totally confused... and I certainly want to learn the lesson...
Thanks!. I'll post it in the main site as well. I hope I can meet some of you in person.
Jose
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Reply by Lev/Christopher on May 8, 2009 at 10:55am
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Reply by jose on May 8, 2009 at 12:46pm
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Reply by jose on May 8, 2009 at 1:03pm
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Reply by Lev/Christopher on May 9, 2009 at 12:37am
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