T1. The Great Escape
by an Anonymous Victim of SRA
The following testimony, written in the form of a poem, was sent to me by a person I helped be delivered from SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse). The deliverance from her inner hell of demonic enslavement was concluded when Yah'shua (Jesus) personally appeared to her and revealed His deep, deep love for her, instantly transforming her mind and heart. She was a totally new person afterwards, free at last from the hell she had formerly been bound in.
From the very beginning her purpose was chosen
their next generation of ancestral ties.
It was decreed she'd be given this mark,
branded not on her flesh, but her soul and her heart.
They used her body in unspeakable ways,
he life consisted of evil and hate.
Her pain brought them pleasure, they thrived on her fear,
she was nothing to them but a means to an end.
In church every Sunday they would sing about God,
they'd say that they loved him, that they served his Son.
Then God too must hate her, and she couldn't blame him,
for she was the evil, she was the sin.
Resistance was futile, escape was no option,
she was resigned to merely survive.
Then she too would use her body, she'd deny them their power,
for they couldn't take what was given to them.
As an adult the internal rage continued,
though they were out of her life, they still had control.
She still saw herself as evil and dirty,
no more than a harlot, she'd perfected the role.
While she sometimes found escape, the relief quickly faded,
she could find no way out of this hell she was in.
Who could she turn to, who would even bother,
they'd be repulsed if they caught just a glimpse.
Then out of no where a hand was extended,
someone brave enough to enter her life.
And they didn't trick her, they asked for nothing,
they just kept saying she could have a new life.
How could this be, she thought they were crazy,
couldn't they see what she was inside.
But they never condemned her or pointed a finger,
but said what she'd believed of herself was a lie.
That she was not the cause of all of the evil,
what they'd done to her was not not who she was.
She was made to feel guilty for what were their choices
a calculated lie to create a bond.
While she longed for freedom, she knew she couldn't change
what they'd perpetrated or the choices she'd made.
But Jesus had suffered every sin, all her loss,
he had bought her freedom through his death on the cross.
Though she could hardly believe this, she knew she must try,
so she came to Jesus, she gave him her life.
Then he gently led her, back one by one,
through every offense, lie and sin.
She gave up to Jesus her right for revenge,
through her choice to forgive, she found freedom from them
And true to his word, she found her escape,
for the very hand of God touched her that day.
The bonds were all broken, the mark was erased,
no longer forsaken, no more desolate.
A crown of beauty in the hand of God,
she is now called "My delight is in her." (Is. 62:2-4)
I went into this unbelieving, but .. who could have imagined, not me!!
This is not about letting them off the hook. It really has little to do with them.
It is about you! Not about changing them or what they did.
It is about standing up to all the fear and all the pain and not running anymore.
It is about bringing it all to God so that he can expose it for what it is ... A LIE!!
It is about finding out the truth about yourself, getting free from the horrible
deception and seeing that what they did was evil, not you.
It is about giving God permission to cut all the ties.
It is about making your great escape!
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