Hide and Seek - NCCG.ORG Ning Network Archive 2008-10

There once was a woman who loved being loved, which lead to having to many affairs, all of which lead to broken hearts, due to being misused and even abused, but her eyes remained set on the prize that not all men could possibly be so foolish that "they would'nt want me, who loves with a purity.

She searched in the library, the social clubs and even talked to her friends, Theres got to be some men, who want to have a real mate, instead of a playmate, though I've been more of their playmate, then I've ever been a real mate, she said to a dear friend of hers"

Girl I tell you the truth, I've been so misused so much, until the dating seen is no more for me, but I have heard that men are going to church to find good women, though I'm to afraid to look any longer.

You know girl friend, I never thought of such, THAT has got to be true, because there's no way that there could be to many bad guys going to a good place, HMMM! But i've never gone to church.

Theres a first time for everything and i'll even go with you, if you like.

You know girl friend, I never thought of such, THAT has got to be true, because there's no way that there could be to many bad guys going to a good place, HMMM! But i've never gone to church.

Theres a first time for everything and i'll even go with you, if you like.

You got a deal girl. but in the mean time, let's enjoy this shopping, for it's been a long time since I brought my self something new.

Girl tell me about it, my budget has been so tight, until it pinches me when I want to go over it just a little.

Girl you crazy, So how did you get to go shopping today?

Because I got a budget with in my budget, which include shopping once a month to buy a thing or two, So you know I got to look for the lowest of prices, while still trying to look good.

That's hard girl, but for us, it SHALL BE DONE!!!

(LOL) You got that right.

As the ladies went shopping, home girls mind stayed on wanting to be wanted, but she would let on how bad she wanted someone to love her.

After shopping she hugged her friend before each one headed to their designated cars and when she finally got home, she cooked something to eat, took a shower and planted her self on the couch to watch some TV, which bored her so.

It wasn't long before she thought of what else she could do before turning in, which is when she turned her head, looking over to the computer.

Girl you know talking to men on that thing os like setting yourself up for madness, so don't even think about it ,She told her self, only to follow it up with, but I got some home gilrs that might be on.

Yeah! I haven't chatted with so and so for a while any way, so let me see if theres anyone on.

She quickly headed to the computer with a slight smile on her face, knowing her last thought of why was sure enough not the real motivation, but even still, let's see what happens she thought, trying to keep it real.

She thought to her self, Getting a dressed shouldn't hurt,

Hmmm! I just might get lucky tonight and meet mr right.

As she turned the computer, she heard the usual, You GOT Mail.

Whe nshe went to check it there was a heading that captured her attention, which read, Hide and Seek,

As she click on the links heading, her eyes caught by the first few words, "To get to me, you got to want the best.

She begin to read as her heart starting beating fast and the story went on according

To whom it may concern

I am a woman who has always wanted to be loved and upon my doing so, I found men who never knew how to love, and most who only bedded me, misued me, kick me to the curve and even took from me.

One night while I was crying my eye out, thinking there must be something wrong with me, I heard a voice telling me that I am a wonderful queen, who will never find someone to love me, unless I seek THEE, who will provide he and as this voice was talking to me, my heart begin softening, my soul felt so bold until I took hold of my bible and raised it in the air and repeated over and over.

I am a queen and there is no man good enough to be with me, Unless he seek first the kingdom of God, for then all the things that will be needed to love me, shall be added unto he.

As I repeated these words to my self, my body began to shake and all the things it wanted from men, not longer could win, which cause tears to flow from my eyes, because I knew that the devil tell lies and as I felt this shaking experience, I fell to my knees and begged please, save me from me, for I want someone to love me.

Thats when I heard this voice again, I love you my daughter and you shall win, for I created you perfectly for me, who will tell you the truth and the truth shall set you free, so go out, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen Matthew 28:20.

I don't know who this e-mail is for, but I do know that God loves you better then any man could before, so seek and He will find you, thus teaching you about love that can only come from above.

Sis turned off the computer and went to bed with tears flowing like rain, while her heart was filled with pain, knowing that this message was sent to set her free from wanting what no man could give, at least on the level that was needed.

As women got up in the morning, she thought about the night she left behind, yet remained with her, and knew that she had to rethink what she wanted in a man and why it's important to have patience to the point of not looking for man.

She went over to her computer to reply to what was read the night before, and as she read it again, tears flowed, for her heart knew that God had sent her a personal letter, using someone, she didn't even know, but will get to, because of knowing that she must reply.

As she was typing her thought, she said "I am a woman that loves to be loved and have also been used and abused, while seeking love, and at times I felt like I was useless, as a matter of fact so juts last night, I was reminded of how I felt.

When I came to my computer, I did so, while trying to convince my self that Iwould possibly talk with female friends, knowing that I was hopeful to meet a man, and the saind part is, I would have possibly met one, who I would have allowed to misued me, just s othat he possibly would want to be with me, if only for a while.

That is until I read your letter, whichcaused me to shut down my computer and go to bed, soaking my pillar with stains of pain and sorrow, such much pain until I've decided not to go to work and rethink what I'm doing to my self, so I writting you to say thank you for sending me this e-mail.

As she sent off the e-mail and left to wash up, leaving her computer alone, she felt like something special was going to happen today, which wouldn't have anything to do with man.

She got dressed and called her job, letting it be known there are somethings that needed her attention and she would be there first hting in the morning.

That is fine Mary, she heard her boss say, I'll see you first thing in the morning, until then have a good day.

Thank you Sarah, you do the same.

As soon as she got off the phone, she headed toward the kitchen to make her self something to eat, turning on the television, she starting cooking some bacon, eggs and toast, while brewing some coffee.

She sat down watching the news, when a commmercial came on, "Come find out why love it's so hard to find love' and as she looked at the woman who was speaking, she almost fell of her high chair.

She looked up and said, to no one in particular, "I'm going,....Oh you better believe I'm going.

She ate her breakfast with a rush, going over to the computer, only to hear that farmilar sound. You Got Mail.

When Mary opened it up, and seen that it was from, who she now knows as Brenda, her exitement was like that of a child, and she she begin to read the response, her heart leaped with joy as she read on.

I'm going to a conference Titled "Come find out why love it so hard to find' and I would like to invite you to come along, for we live close to one another, and I know that because were in the same group, finding love in all the wrong places.

Mary hurried up and typed, where will me meet? Only to get a response as quickly as she sent it, On lovers lane and staight highway 3pm.

I'll be there and thank you for the invite, Thank you for sending me the e-mail that is sparking up my life.

Mary's heart was filled with both fear and excitement, which caused her to do what hasn't been done in a long time and that is to begin working on her yard, which would cause the time to pass more quickly, or as least she hoped.

Mary was quite proud of her yard, for she was putting it together her self, after a man she met came and gave her an estimate that was to high, but lead to her and him becoming more personal and much pain, which caused mary to start on the yard to ease what was eating her away.

She looked into magazines and such, coming up with ideas that she used, along with her own thoughts ane visions, which begin to span into a small wonder land that had been slightly forsakended because after felling a little better, she started her search once again.

It was two o'clock before Mary knew it and with a great rush, she went and washed, changed clothes and hurried over to lovers lane and Staight highway, where there was a warehouse that had been designed and titled PAIN BE GONE, which caused Mary to wonder what all was going on and just as her mind was about to wander, Brenda touched her gently on the arm to get her attention, which seemd to be comsumed.

Hi Mary! I'm Brenda.

Mary hugged Brenda as if they were long lost friends, while Brenda held her like a friend, who she was happy to see once again.

It's a pleasure to meet you and I so excited, but I have to tell you my excitement is filled with fear.

I understand, and let me explain a bit about my self, before we go in to what I think will be a life changing experience for you.

I used to be a woman of the night!

A woman of the night?

Brenda looked at Mary with slight eyes of embarassment, which caused mary to understand what she meant.

O.k. Forgive me, I'm a little slow at something.

Brenda smiled and said, "you're quicker then I"

Any way, I didn't do the things I did because I couldn't make money, instead I did so, because I enjoyed doing the things I did with both men and women, which made me a lot of money and a reputations that streached from California to New York.

One night while I was waiting for one of the (you know) a woman came to me and said, we sisters have to look out for one another, which is why i'm giving you this invitation to love without boundaries.

I begin to smile, thinking that I was meeting yet another someone, who could possible introduce me to people, who may take me to yet another level, only when I got there after meeting the person that I was waiting for and doing what we did.

Brenda eyes lit up as she continued talking about her past life and how the people, who they were about to meet shared a knowledge that caused her to see the true meaning of loving self and looking for love in all the right places.

Mary listened intently, thinking that she was not like this woman had been, for all she wanted was someone to love her, but Brenda only wanted sex, even though all of what she looked for, only lead to the same thing. (Sex)

As Mary and Debra entered the warehouse, Mary felt a little strange, but some how she knew that being here would give her some answers, to what, who knew, she thought to her self.

Debra admired Mary's courage and thought to her self, how she feared being here more than anything, but knew that if she was going to make a change, then it would start here.

As they walked toward the front, which is where a make shift stage had been made, Mary felt like the closer she got the better it would be for her.

A man and a woman came from behind the curtains of the stage, they sat down and began to pray, causing Mary to feel little anxious, knowing that what ever was about to be, will soon become.

Debra sencing Mary's apprehension, placed her hands on mary's, who's hands were clasped together, looking her in the eyes with assurance, she said. everything is going to be alright, just allow your mind to be at ease and your heart to be open, for what we are about to recieve will set us free.

I'm trying and I have to thank you for bringing me here, for I do believe it will be what I need, what I don't know, but I believe all the same.

After prayer the woman walked toward the front of the stage, picking up the mike, and bold said, Peace and Blessings everyone, For all who don't know me, my name is Cynthia Brown, I want to thank each of you for being here today, for you could have spent your time else where and I cannot stress more, that you being here is not by accident, as it is a purpose.

My husband Pastor Brown, who always like to be called by his first name Peter and I were praying for each of you, as we were praying for the people, who could not get here, due to them no longer being here, as we were praying for the people are still here, but or destined for destruction, just read in your bibles Proverbs 16:4, as we were also praying for all, who are not here and hopeful being some where; giving God all the glory in what ever they are doing.

My husband, loving me as he does, wants to share with each of you the beauty of God's plan for woman and man, that may cause a stir, but we ask that you allow your mind to be open as we pray that your heart will be free from negetivty, so with out futher adue, I introduce you to my husband, friend, lover and father, pastor Brown.

That's right I did say lover, for He is the lover of all things and in all things he cares for, as a man, who is instructed under the guidance of God.

Pastor brown headed to the front with an array of clapping and cheers, which stopped once he raised his hand in the air.

Peace everyone!

Grace sounded through out the warehouse, like trumpets

My wife loves me dearly, and each time she introduces me, my heart become filled with more love, which causes me to believe that is why she loves introducing me.

I will not take up much of your time, which means i'm going to get straight to the point, and I ask that if you have a pen and pad, to please write down all verses God gives me to share with you, for believe me when I say, that the life that you want to live, should be lived by every word that proceed from the mouth of God.

When God created man from the dust, he also gave man Him self, by breathing His life into man, thus allowing man to be spiritually in the image of God Genesis 1:26,27.

Now like that of a car maker, the builder adds the essentials that make it a great creation.

God! Having a relationship with man, provide us with all the essentials needed to live among the land, and while allowing man the blessings of His knowledge, man was being taught how to be a supervisor of the earth and all things on earth, including the devil, who was cast down from heaven.

God knowing that man had to have a companion, provided the beauty of woman, and because of God loving as he does, he wanted man to have what should be the most personal to man, so here we have this amazing Creator, who forms woman from the rib of man,,My God..My God!

Now heres the part that is going to bother some men, but it's the truth, God gave man, woman, who is more mature then man, because man had to have someone, who could provide him the essentials that would motivate the warrior that God created him to be, and there is no better way to encourage a man to be great than that of a woman on this side of heaven

When she is finshed with us, we're like tarzan, beating our chest, feeling like we can conquer the world.

For she is a queen who was made for us, from us to help us, so that we can always continue on the journey of being a warrior and have such a queen to provide whay only has.

As man! Our responsiblity is to protect her with all of who we are, which also means making sure if she is decieved, to help put her back on track and keeping the acts of the destroyer away from her and self, but did we do that, do we actually do it now!

I say no! Because if we would have, our queens would feel secure knowing that she can place her burdens upon our shoulders, Not due to her having faith in man, but that of Who abides in man.

God created us to protect her and on many levels we have become her force enemy, out side of the devil, who only wants to steal, kill and destroy the beauty of what God created.

Please understand that the only way man can give woman the very best, Man have to allow him self to place self to rest, thus allowing the spirit of Jesus to be the guide, who will lead both to, while building a church with in.

Even when we as man want to love our woman with what might be concidered as purity, if we're not following the biblcal priciples of living, we're still giving our queens less.

Because love in all actuallity has little to do with an emotional tie, that is motivated by the action of another, but rather a responsibilty that says, i'm going to love you because I have been given the power to do so, which may cause our queens to lean on the foundation of that love, which could only come from God.

It takes a God fearing man to handle a queen, and we may think that she is weak and easily lead, but please allow me to let it be known, she is usually three steps ahead, but all the same can be may find it difficult to beat the wiles of the devil, which is when man comes in, sharing the word of God, provided His only begotton Son John 3:16, So we can recieve the very best of essentcials needed to perform as warriors, while she is being the queen awaiting for her king to arrive for the nurturing in which he shall possibly need.

So when you want to give your very best to the queen of your life, please place it aside and give her Jesus, who said...

The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me,Because He has anointed Me
To preach the gospel to the poor;He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted,To proclaim liberty to the captives And recovery of sight to the blind,
To set at liberty those who are oppressed; Luke 4:18

For then you will be providing your queen the very best and the great part is, you're using God's words to get the benefits of her love,while she have the opportunity to walk in His love.

(Minister de Baptiste)
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